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Haven't writting in a really long time. Everything is going good i suppouse. I haven't seen jordan in about a week. I didn't go to church wednessday which like never happenes, but i'm glad i didn;t i went to this other church. Destiny church on 29th street. It was really amazing. The music service was really powerfull and just a big change from bhbc. I would really like to start going there but i really don't know. I mean i've gone to my church for like my whole life. I don't know. I mean i really feel like the only reason that i go to church anymore is to see jordan and that's not good. I mean that boy means alot to me but god should be number one and right now he is not. I think i may just go to that church every now and then but i'm still not for sure. Everything with me and jordan is gooing good. I really really miss him, pretty much to the point of tears. I haven't cried because i miss someone in a really long time. I don't like to be sad. And if i miss him after not seeing him for a week, what am i going to do if he leaves me for the whole summer? I know i don't want us to split up over the summer but we will deff. Have to think of something. I'm suppoused to go to his house tomorrow after church, i'm really excited about it. I would love to spend some alone time with him. Now that i think about it, no one even asked me how that church was and they didn't even ask.. i would have asked if someone went to another church.. all well not too worried about it. School is going GREAT! i have the highest grade in my math class. which has NEVER happened to me b4 i've always had the lowest grade. I'm really excited about it. And i feel like it's just getting better! We took a quiz yesterday and i did GREAT on it!!!!!!! and i also have the highest grade in my science class. Thoose have always been my worst subjects and now they are my best. Makes me just wannah go rub it in my old teachersss faces hahahahahahah anywhoo home life is good. I think my mom has pretty much moved in with us. She just doesn't go home. I'm kind of used to having her around. But i still like to do my own laundry lol. I think i may be sad if she does ever decide to go home. Welll that's all for me talk lateerrrrr