10-16-07

So today was a pretty good dayy.

1st hour i had my math final, which was pretty darn easy.
2nd hour was boring i did nothing. Talked with krista that's about it.
3rd hour Took my final for that class. I was done with it in 5 minutes.
4th hour Played a vocab game, we have a vocab test tomorrow for our final.


Then
went with my sister to pick up my mom.
She's going to be spendng the week with us, and i'm not allowed to do anything all fall break because of this. It wouldn't be such a big deal if my mom wasn't sick. It's hard to spend time with someone who is going to be like sleeping the whole time. But all well, life sucks, i'll get over it. My sister told me today that i get everything i want and i don't work for it. Well, i don't think that's very fair at all. There's never anything to do around here. I sit around all day. And i do not in fact get everything i want. When i do ask for stuff, which is very rare, it's not something retarded like a pony or something. It's usually like a shirt for school or something. It used to be that she would rant on about my grades, and now that they are nearly pefect, the only thing she has to rant about is me not ever doing anything. It's not very cool. And yes, i do know that i'm lucky to have a sister who cares for me like she does. But kids with actuall parents go thru the same thing and people don't say "well your lucky to have them" to thoose kids. As far as i'm concerned my sister has always been the one to take care of me. Now i'm just under her roof.

Everything with me and jordan is fine. I've been in one of thooose lovey dovey moods lately. And he goes offf and on. I talked to krista about that and she says all guys do that. Jared said the same. So i just deal with it. I get to see him tomorrow. That is pretty exciting. I really wish i could see him more often. But i don't think there is any wayy possible to see him more. I think that when i can finally drive i would see him more because i could go to his house ect. ect. But i couldn't make the trip alott because gas is expensive. Unless he pay'd for some of my gas. HAHA that was funny.

Lately
all i've been hearing about is sex. Either my freinds are doing it for the first time, or they think they are pregnant. It makes me mad that they are stupid enough to do it, and then they whine and complain because they they think they may be pregnant. But at the same time i kinda want to do it and see what it's like. I think that qualifies me as a hipocrit. ((go me??)) I could see me and jordan going out for a really long time and us doing it. But i don't know. Me and garrett did go out for a long time but never did it. Alot of people think we did, due to rumors. But we never did. I didn't want my first time to be with him. He just wasn't the person. But i don't think i would regret it if i did it with jordan.

Today i found some old notes from 7th/8th grade. They were really funny, mostly all from garrett. I couldn't remember half the stufff. But it was all like him being a total dick so i'm glad i don't remember it. It's really funny that i stuck with him that long. But there had to of been good times or else i wouldn't have stayed. I'm not that stupid. I'm soo lucky to have jordan. He is soo amazing.

Well i gots to go!