Jordan Came Over!!

yay jordan finally came over to spend some time with me! I was soo excited. We didn't do much. He helped me with my homework lol then we messed around and goofed off,gave hannah a bath, toni came home with some mickey d's. we ate and then we came back in my room and chilled. haha you know we made out i aint even gonnah try to hide it. It was effing awesome.That boy.. Omg i wish i could explain the feeling he gives me.. it's like endless butterflies when i'm with him it's soo amazing. A couple days ago i was doubting that we would last any longer. I thought we were drifting. and i was scared to death. I don't want to loose him. But more then that i don't want to drift away from him for no reason at all. I think we need to try to spend time together if possible once a week out of church. You can't get close at church. And i think you need that in a relationship or it will go bad. But the other day i asked him if he was happier with me now, or then with kelsey. And to my suprise he said kelsey,mainly because they got to see eachother more often were his exact words. It was a big blow to the i don't know lol. But it made me a lil upset. It was like dangg is he not happy? I'm confused lol. i thought about asking him but that would be a lil retarded. I also thought about asking him who was prettier lol sooo 7th grade i know but i just wonder. But i'm too scared to ask because if he said kelsey i would cry for sure. He has become my world. And i'm loving it. I aint gt anything else to say.. Wow that's hick right there lol well night!